Changing the world

I am all left out

I am all alone in this room

But the chase isn't over yet.

No one seems to understand me. Hey, in case you don't know. I have feelings.

Why do I have this feeling that I am chasing the last train?

Growth is the only evidence of life.  ~John Henry Newman, Apologia pro vita sua, 1864

Happiness is a trap

Don't we all want to be happy?

to want some more

to long for things we dreamed of

to get what we want

When we get the things we want

Does it mean we find our happiness already?

Is that the end?

Happiness is a trap

Because we are not really happy

we always want more

it's human nature

"Man has no satisfaction"

We are not contented

happiness is a desire

it's an unending desire

once we get the things we want

or fulfill the dreams we have been dreaming for a long time

then we want other things

are we really happy when we utter the words "I am happy"

Yes, happiness is a trap.

Love has its beginning and ending
Some stories end up so happily
Sadly, mine ended up in tears
But the pain shall be drifted away

You said goodbye, when my heart was ready to let go
You said goodbye, And I haven't said "hold on, baby"
You said goodbye, my heart and my mind didn't refuse
You said goodbye, Oh baby, you said goodbye, goodbye

Babe, you said from the very start
That you and me shall never part
But our love has come to an end
Our promises have been broken

You said goodbye, when my heart was ready to let go
You said goodbye, And I haven't said "hold on, baby"
You said goodbye, my heart and my mind didn't refuse
You said goodbye, Oh baby, you said goodbye, goodbye

It's about to rain

but I prayed to God, He wouldn't let it pour

because this raining makes me insane

it stings down to my core

Life is such a crazy thing

Good things can happen

Bad things shall  be coming

But still, I am afraid of the rain.

The dawn has bade goodbye

The sun has finally come out

another day, another day

of chasing the fire flies that fly by day

I shall keep dreaming on,

Will put the lights on

to stop feeling so alone

in this room full of retrospection.